In love- 2015!!

“What’s been so special about my 2015” They had asked and every time I just smiled. You’ll know, I had replied.

I know I kept telling it had been special throughout, without sharing the details. So, this one is for each one of you, who had been eagerly waiting to know the reason.

But before I narrate about how I being in love with 2015 I simply want to know does anyone of us know reasons for why we fall in love with our special someone? 

If asked, we all will admit we can’t exactly put in words the answer.

The year started with a surprise package, which when I opened it shined admirably and brightened up my life. As I went on exploring the package, it not only spread love in my life, the love I have found long back, but it also have completed me by its presence.

Love had made its way to my heart long back, when I started adorning myself. But like it’s said, when love start loving you in return, your life seems beautiful more than your dreams.

That love, it did enter my life when my life had taken a sudden strange turn bringing a major change in me. But lately then it came up to me, gift wrapped, making me realize it want to be mine but not for being my support. It wanted to hug me becoming mine forever.

What was my reaction? As it stood in front of me with open arms, I did reciprocate.

Umm, I… I ran to hug and to be hugged, never to be alone. Yeah, I admit, I too could not resist its charm.

People find love in mere humans, this love of mine was my Strength!

It’s amazing; I have never been so strong. If I look back into my past, I find it weird that it ever belonged to me, LOL.

I remember a girl who was fearful. The girl used to sulk under the sheets, covering her mouth to not let her cries be loud. Her heart raced fast and her mind used to think about disappearing from facing any situation or anyone. She used to close her doors, shut her eyes tight, etc. She did everything to avoid being a part of crowd.

She never realized in her fear to avoid negativity, she even blocked the entry of positivism. That girl is me, crazily unbelievable.

When you are in love, you make every effort, though nervous. You just do it, for the sake of your love.

By passing time, as I found my lovable adorable strong factor, the fear passed by too. I started with tiptoeing and slowly increasing my pace to accept things. I too followed the love and accepted the fact, we should welcome whosoever (or whatsoever) arrive. Still, you always have an option to lock the entrance and show exit to unwanted ones.

Today bring the worst or best out of me, my heart is calm. I am fearless because since, I fell in love with my Mr. Strength; my lips forgot the taste of salty drops. It often smiles.

Now if I have to jot down, some best moments of this year… There were no extra ordinary as such. I know most of the time; I had been quiet, occupied and tired. Not that, I was busy living my life and avoiding others. I was just engrossed in my work, which was important and needed.

Yet I would say the times I managed to spend with my dear ones, have been close to my heart.

May it be a plain walk, a casual talk, a simple dine or sitting silently together; Nevertheless, It has been a moment, a soothing one.

When love is genuine and true, you trust it completely.

Those who had created problems for me by their not so logical behavior, I want to say to them, you can try destroying me, harm me and steal my smile but certainly you can’t break the trust, I have the strength in me- my love!

And to all those who have never been in love or never felt it, you should fall in love. It might take you deep inside the danger, but it won’t harm. It will only heal you.

In case, if it let you fall and doesn’t give a hand of help it certainly wasn’t your love. Stop fooling yourself considering it love. However, don’t close the door. Instead wait beside the open door. And when your search ends, put a tag- ‘Do not disturb’ coz you’ve found the perfect guest to be served at your home. 😉 


Wishing a sweet bid bye to my lovely year. You’ll always remain special dear 2015!

Your Love.  Continue reading

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Unplanned yet we planned!

Never thought my day today would be such an awesome…

Every time I meet you, I feel blessed, for every time you make me feel special by your mere presence and along you, even the moments feel extraordinarily special.

Nothing was different; it was same you and me, in the similar usual manner I waited for you and just like before you surprised me by your arrival. Even today I turned to find you standing there teasingly smiling at me, apart from the fact you had more luggage today. I wished to help you, but it was heavier than I expected them to be. I admit that you are strong.

Like always I found myself confused in deciding where should I take you and felt sad for I had to stick to the nearby restaurant, as I am unaware of my own city. I accept I am not very much like Delhi girls. Maybe I don’t admire roaming around, for that would be much of my alone trip, which is a bad option and boring too.

Well, my motive was to fill up ‘your’ stomach as I knew you must be tired and hungry but seems like you twisted it a bit, filling up ‘my’ stomach more than usual. Sadly, I felt over eaten today and still have to finish my lunch, prepared by my sister just for me. Ah, I really should learn to say no or maybe you should stop looking cute, while pleading me to do anything. I melt easily at your words.

Our silly talks, our laughs, our exploring the people around, our sharing of sweet lil things, our teasing attitude towards each other- everything we did together, after we left for our different destination, I miss them all.

The last few minutes of our meet, they were surely different in this encounter of ours, for I found myself more of upset I knew I had to leave, unknown of the fact when I would be meeting you again. I don’t know why but I seriously felt I could give you tight hug and let you know, you are my best friend. We meet or not, we talk or not, you would always remain in my mind and heart. It would be more appropriate to say, you would always mean life to me, for my life is certainly incomplete without you.

But above of all, I am glad we managed to meet another time, even in our odd schedules. Just want to end up saying I truly adore you, for forever being what you are- a lovely, caring, understanding and trustworthy person.

Rabta

“Rabta” this song is from a bollywood movie. Maybe it’s not an extraordinary one to share over here.

 

Nevertheless, I am sharing it here, I really don’t know why and what soothes me when I hear it. But yeah surely it touches my deeper inside. It let me enter into my own imaginative world.

A world where my heart is waiting for that single someone special of mine. A partner who happens to know me more than me, love me like no one could ever, comfort me when I am in pain, bear my silliness, admire my childish nature and never stop me being one. He holds my hand and takes me away from all, where only we both reside and no one can disturb us. He reads my pearly tears and wipes them off with his hand. He kisses and hugs me just to bring that shine of happiness on my face.  We share endless laughs together and a bonding meant forever, not even death separating. The relation which can’t change by passage of time, Instead grows stronger as we move on. He let me feel my whole world in him.

I am sure many of you who will be reading this might be shocked. For you know me as a girl who fear marriage, binding into a relation. Yes, I do and that’s a hard truth of my reality. But imagination always shows you the weak part of yours. And no doubt love is my weakest point. Indeed love gives you strength to fight with others but not with the person you love. With him/her you’ll be weak and thus allowing to steal away your heart because of a word called Trust.

Someone said to me once “don’t bind your heart, let it flow.”

I say, let me live alone for still I couldn’t find you or don’t want you to find me, my true love. I know with you I’ll be weak and so I choose the reality i.e. to be stronger.