Blogging

I took a decision, a little to surprise you all and a lot more to surprise myself. It feels somewhat weird to tell but I am writing this as my last blog post.

As I am telling this, I can’t help recalling my first one and followed up many. That even reminds me of my friend comparing his numbers with mine. And every time he said that, Sorry but I laughed at your cute reaction. Honestly numbers don’t count. They never did. And I am big fan of your writing, you sure know that.

Well, I am certainly not here for a big farewell boring bid-bye post. But yes I would like to thanks for making me smile and encouraging me every time by giving those reviews and suggestions. I am even glad to have found some really sweet readers on my blog, one of them turned out to be pretty nice friend too. This guy is himself a blogger. (You can check his great blog -> https://mymindsjournal.com/ )

And not to forget; each one of you who has been reading my posts, taking out your little time, it truly meant a lot.

I began this journey with no hope really and probably I am leaving the journey mid way with really no hope of coming back. But I’d like to clear that my decision is not out of depression struck situation. Life has been pretty awesome to me always. Yes I have problems like everyone else. But my bonding with my problems are little weird and kind a silly. I guess mine loves me so much that it never leaves me but also makes sure to never hate me. It simply is my all time go-along-forever kind companion. We both can’t live without each other.

I personally believe blogging is about expressing yourself by your words. You convey your thoughts, your ideas, your imagination and anything or maybe everything through words.  It’s like your words is forming your own identity. They describe you in their own way. Writing helps you connect with others and more of it with your own self. And blogging is one of the best experiences I ever had. It gave me a platform where I can speak and be heard and grow.

I am leaving because for me it’s no more about words. Sadly I realise my words don’t connect anymore. Or rather I should say the more I try to express, the more of it creates distance. Before it further creates a different identity of mine, I want to accept that silence is what I need.

“Yours words should be your best friend but not a forced burdened relationship.”

I and my words don’t share the same bonding now. It has become like a complicated marriage and probably would take a long time to recreate those old beautiful ‘us’ feeling. Might be I am playing the selfish one by taking this decision of being apart. Hopelessly, I had no other choice.

So not much more left to say I just want to end this by saying few words unsaid…

(Small pause for those who shall miss me :P)

Whatever and however I have been, I am glad I was there. I am glad you welcomed me and it happened. Probably you’ll not remember me as a blogger. But I will never forget my readers and their love. My existence was from you all. Today if I am leaving, it’s because something shouldn’t stay once it has lost its real meaning.

But yeah, you all amazing bloggers out there- Keep blogging and rocking. I am still there as your active reader. Even I am waiting for two of my sweethearts to start their blogs soon. I can’t wait to read yours too. And my dear cute friend you get a chance to increase your numbers now. LOL!

🙂 🙂 🙂 🙂

 

Life + Happiness= Love

Hey, 

It’s 2016 and it’s my first post, although the first week to the New Year has already been lived.

Hope each one of you had celebrated the occasion with lots of halla-gulla parties or maybe by hanging out with friends or families. In short it was fun right?

I was busy into my work at office during day times and dropped my tiresome body on bed at nights, after finishing with routine chit chat session. Boring?

Naa, Wrong! Certainly life never felt so good.

I wasn’t sitting uselessly doing nothing. For I had my work, that was worth it. And the best part of life is when you know somewhere at some place, in this big world, your lovable someone is there to hear you, after a tiring day; someone who won’t simply judge you. It’s an amazing feeling- Just a call away!

I knew life have given its best to me already and I was living my life with them to its totality. I smiled contended with the thought.

But my assumption was proved wrong when unpredictable hit me. No, it wasn’t worse.

When we are served our favourite best dishes, we love that treat. The same way, I loved what life had served to me.

However, out of sudden, if treat offers you a yummy brownie, you’ll relish it with delight. It was that craving treat to me, which surprisingly life has offered me.

We always crave to be with those, without whom our life is incomplete.

Yes, I could not have expected it. But it happened. And I was sitting next to my lovable friend, after so many months. Indeed the moment has to be special.

It was like a double chocolate layer coating on that yummiest brownie with lots of Chocó-chips. Nonetheless, not to compare, it was much more sweet and delicious. 😉

The start of a new year felt completely perfect then. And my heart had to admit- Life is not only fun when music, partying, food, dance.

It for sure feels more beautiful, living a quiet evening with a loved one. It’s more serene to hear that voice. It’s soothing to admire that smile. It’s fascinating to adore the sweet teasing. It’s sensational to walk along matching the pace. It’s astonishing to read hidden words without being spoken. It’s just amazing in every aspect. Real happiness, it meant.

Thanks my dear life for beginning my year with a pleasing and loving start.

Or Perhaps I should thank my sweetheart friend, for stealing away little time and making it possible, to create such a simple yet wonderful memory.

The approaching life is going to be a tough time… I am not planned, I am not prepared. Yet excited for many such unpredictable times, we shall together create to re-live our life forever. For you are exclusively special part of me and I am sure, you know that.

Keep smiling and rocking! 😀

In love- 2015!!

“What’s been so special about my 2015” They had asked and every time I just smiled. You’ll know, I had replied.

I know I kept telling it had been special throughout, without sharing the details. So, this one is for each one of you, who had been eagerly waiting to know the reason.

But before I narrate about how I being in love with 2015 I simply want to know does anyone of us know reasons for why we fall in love with our special someone? 

If asked, we all will admit we can’t exactly put in words the answer.

The year started with a surprise package, which when I opened it shined admirably and brightened up my life. As I went on exploring the package, it not only spread love in my life, the love I have found long back, but it also have completed me by its presence.

Love had made its way to my heart long back, when I started adorning myself. But like it’s said, when love start loving you in return, your life seems beautiful more than your dreams.

That love, it did enter my life when my life had taken a sudden strange turn bringing a major change in me. But lately then it came up to me, gift wrapped, making me realize it want to be mine but not for being my support. It wanted to hug me becoming mine forever.

What was my reaction? As it stood in front of me with open arms, I did reciprocate.

Umm, I… I ran to hug and to be hugged, never to be alone. Yeah, I admit, I too could not resist its charm.

People find love in mere humans, this love of mine was my Strength!

It’s amazing; I have never been so strong. If I look back into my past, I find it weird that it ever belonged to me, LOL.

I remember a girl who was fearful. The girl used to sulk under the sheets, covering her mouth to not let her cries be loud. Her heart raced fast and her mind used to think about disappearing from facing any situation or anyone. She used to close her doors, shut her eyes tight, etc. She did everything to avoid being a part of crowd.

She never realized in her fear to avoid negativity, she even blocked the entry of positivism. That girl is me, crazily unbelievable.

When you are in love, you make every effort, though nervous. You just do it, for the sake of your love.

By passing time, as I found my lovable adorable strong factor, the fear passed by too. I started with tiptoeing and slowly increasing my pace to accept things. I too followed the love and accepted the fact, we should welcome whosoever (or whatsoever) arrive. Still, you always have an option to lock the entrance and show exit to unwanted ones.

Today bring the worst or best out of me, my heart is calm. I am fearless because since, I fell in love with my Mr. Strength; my lips forgot the taste of salty drops. It often smiles.

Now if I have to jot down, some best moments of this year… There were no extra ordinary as such. I know most of the time; I had been quiet, occupied and tired. Not that, I was busy living my life and avoiding others. I was just engrossed in my work, which was important and needed.

Yet I would say the times I managed to spend with my dear ones, have been close to my heart.

May it be a plain walk, a casual talk, a simple dine or sitting silently together; Nevertheless, It has been a moment, a soothing one.

When love is genuine and true, you trust it completely.

Those who had created problems for me by their not so logical behavior, I want to say to them, you can try destroying me, harm me and steal my smile but certainly you can’t break the trust, I have the strength in me- my love!

And to all those who have never been in love or never felt it, you should fall in love. It might take you deep inside the danger, but it won’t harm. It will only heal you.

In case, if it let you fall and doesn’t give a hand of help it certainly wasn’t your love. Stop fooling yourself considering it love. However, don’t close the door. Instead wait beside the open door. And when your search ends, put a tag- ‘Do not disturb’ coz you’ve found the perfect guest to be served at your home. 😉 


Wishing a sweet bid bye to my lovely year. You’ll always remain special dear 2015!

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