Blogging

I took a decision, a little to surprise you all and a lot more to surprise myself. It feels somewhat weird to tell but I am writing this as my last blog post.

As I am telling this, I can’t help recalling my first one and followed up many. That even reminds me of my friend comparing his numbers with mine. And every time he said that, Sorry but I laughed at your cute reaction. Honestly numbers don’t count. They never did. And I am big fan of your writing, you sure know that.

Well, I am certainly not here for a big farewell boring bid-bye post. But yes I would like to thanks for making me smile and encouraging me every time by giving those reviews and suggestions. I am even glad to have found some really sweet readers on my blog, one of them turned out to be pretty nice friend too. This guy is himself a blogger. (You can check his great blog -> https://mymindsjournal.com/ )

And not to forget; each one of you who has been reading my posts, taking out your little time, it truly meant a lot.

I began this journey with no hope really and probably I am leaving the journey mid way with really no hope of coming back. But I’d like to clear that my decision is not out of depression struck situation. Life has been pretty awesome to me always. Yes I have problems like everyone else. But my bonding with my problems are little weird and kind a silly. I guess mine loves me so much that it never leaves me but also makes sure to never hate me. It simply is my all time go-along-forever kind companion. We both can’t live without each other.

I personally believe blogging is about expressing yourself by your words. You convey your thoughts, your ideas, your imagination and anything or maybe everything through words.  It’s like your words is forming your own identity. They describe you in their own way. Writing helps you connect with others and more of it with your own self. And blogging is one of the best experiences I ever had. It gave me a platform where I can speak and be heard and grow.

I am leaving because for me it’s no more about words. Sadly I realise my words don’t connect anymore. Or rather I should say the more I try to express, the more of it creates distance. Before it further creates a different identity of mine, I want to accept that silence is what I need.

“Yours words should be your best friend but not a forced burdened relationship.”

I and my words don’t share the same bonding now. It has become like a complicated marriage and probably would take a long time to recreate those old beautiful ‘us’ feeling. Might be I am playing the selfish one by taking this decision of being apart. Hopelessly, I had no other choice.

So not much more left to say I just want to end this by saying few words unsaid…

(Small pause for those who shall miss me :P)

Whatever and however I have been, I am glad I was there. I am glad you welcomed me and it happened. Probably you’ll not remember me as a blogger. But I will never forget my readers and their love. My existence was from you all. Today if I am leaving, it’s because something shouldn’t stay once it has lost its real meaning.

But yeah, you all amazing bloggers out there- Keep blogging and rocking. I am still there as your active reader. Even I am waiting for two of my sweethearts to start their blogs soon. I can’t wait to read yours too. And my dear cute friend you get a chance to increase your numbers now. LOL!

🙂 🙂 🙂 🙂

 

Life + Happiness= Love

Hey, 

It’s 2016 and it’s my first post, although the first week to the New Year has already been lived.

Hope each one of you had celebrated the occasion with lots of halla-gulla parties or maybe by hanging out with friends or families. In short it was fun right?

I was busy into my work at office during day times and dropped my tiresome body on bed at nights, after finishing with routine chit chat session. Boring?

Naa, Wrong! Certainly life never felt so good.

I wasn’t sitting uselessly doing nothing. For I had my work, that was worth it. And the best part of life is when you know somewhere at some place, in this big world, your lovable someone is there to hear you, after a tiring day; someone who won’t simply judge you. It’s an amazing feeling- Just a call away!

I knew life have given its best to me already and I was living my life with them to its totality. I smiled contended with the thought.

But my assumption was proved wrong when unpredictable hit me. No, it wasn’t worse.

When we are served our favourite best dishes, we love that treat. The same way, I loved what life had served to me.

However, out of sudden, if treat offers you a yummy brownie, you’ll relish it with delight. It was that craving treat to me, which surprisingly life has offered me.

We always crave to be with those, without whom our life is incomplete.

Yes, I could not have expected it. But it happened. And I was sitting next to my lovable friend, after so many months. Indeed the moment has to be special.

It was like a double chocolate layer coating on that yummiest brownie with lots of Chocó-chips. Nonetheless, not to compare, it was much more sweet and delicious. 😉

The start of a new year felt completely perfect then. And my heart had to admit- Life is not only fun when music, partying, food, dance.

It for sure feels more beautiful, living a quiet evening with a loved one. It’s more serene to hear that voice. It’s soothing to admire that smile. It’s fascinating to adore the sweet teasing. It’s sensational to walk along matching the pace. It’s astonishing to read hidden words without being spoken. It’s just amazing in every aspect. Real happiness, it meant.

Thanks my dear life for beginning my year with a pleasing and loving start.

Or Perhaps I should thank my sweetheart friend, for stealing away little time and making it possible, to create such a simple yet wonderful memory.

The approaching life is going to be a tough time… I am not planned, I am not prepared. Yet excited for many such unpredictable times, we shall together create to re-live our life forever. For you are exclusively special part of me and I am sure, you know that.

Keep smiling and rocking! 😀

Hopeless bond, yet a hope!

 

You weren’t like the one I want to be with. You didn’t ever make me comfortable to go along. You instead mocked about me. Yet I choose to be part of your life, hoping I would be accepted slowly. Not knowing I was being fool to think I could match. I kept giving my best. Maybe I still would, for I did anything and everything considering you my new friend.

I was stupid enough to think you are being truly good to me, though truth was contrary to what I had thought. For you completely pretended that to me.

You had always disliked me. I never complained when you expressed in your actions your disliking towards me. But I surely felt bad when I realised you thought my goodness could be used for own benefit and you started to fake to be nicer.

I certainly don’t appreciate people who are not genuine. And oh! I am not blaming you. I admit I got to know, you are not a genuine person. It was my fault as still I was the one to raise a hand of friendship. It was me who wished to look out for something good in my nature could change your point of view. I surely overlooked the fact that you never appreciated me or my nature, bringing the change was quite a far thing.

Like any silly being I kept giving my best. Maybe I still would, for I did anything and everything considering you to be called in future my old friend.

I was and I am with the hope that someday just the way I could see in you, your better human, you too happen to search the same in me.