Let Life Surprise You

Say it my habit or anything, on year-end I can’t help penning down my feelings. Yeah sometimes expressing those feelings in words is a tough task, especially now, when I am not having anymore the habit to express much.  I am not sure enough if my words would express them to the best or not.

2016 has been a year for me, which was unbelievably surprising….

A person gets surprised when he or she isn’t expecting something to happen. In my case, I knew everything that was supposed to happen. Life did give me chance to plan every situation. But still when your own plans surprises you in a much unexpected manner, you tend to realize how strange life can be.

I presumed I was prepared. My assumptions were so wrong.

My own planned life changed me and I wasn’t me anymore. And when I lost myself, I turned up to become a new me. There was no time to care if the world would like the new girl in me. I just changed. And I knew my life affected me in its strange way. Still I tend to admire that strangely.

The year surely made me realize both the extremely worst and amazingly beautiful side of relationships. They might complicate me, but still they complete me.

“I admit I am weak for you, but you are my strength” I said to myself as we walked on a path that was different for both of us. We both walked together but separately.

I sighed. I can’t stop our life from playing its role. I won’t stop you ever to live your life. But I’ll love you for those moments when you played your best role in my life. And I will love you a lot for those moments, hoping my love lasts forever in your life.

I saw you stood there, waiting for me. I knew I could say so much, I could hug you tight to not let you go. But I noticed my reflection in your eyes. I couldn’t move or utter anything. I kept looking at you.

My love, my lips when smiled with you, it was the best ever. Even as we bid byes, your eyes said they adored my smile.

Life, yes you made me realize, it too can surprise me. Bad or good, surprises are always affecting.

“I hate you. I regret meeting you.” Your temporarily last words hit me hard.

If I happen to shed tears for you, they were the most.

I never wanted us to end, I never wanted this journey of planned surprises to end, and I never wanted this year to come to an end. But I can’t, and I won’t stop anyone or anything. I would await new surprises, because I am falling in love with your way to surprise me. Life!

 

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Life + Happiness= Love

Hey, 

It’s 2016 and it’s my first post, although the first week to the New Year has already been lived.

Hope each one of you had celebrated the occasion with lots of halla-gulla parties or maybe by hanging out with friends or families. In short it was fun right?

I was busy into my work at office during day times and dropped my tiresome body on bed at nights, after finishing with routine chit chat session. Boring?

Naa, Wrong! Certainly life never felt so good.

I wasn’t sitting uselessly doing nothing. For I had my work, that was worth it. And the best part of life is when you know somewhere at some place, in this big world, your lovable someone is there to hear you, after a tiring day; someone who won’t simply judge you. It’s an amazing feeling- Just a call away!

I knew life have given its best to me already and I was living my life with them to its totality. I smiled contended with the thought.

But my assumption was proved wrong when unpredictable hit me. No, it wasn’t worse.

When we are served our favourite best dishes, we love that treat. The same way, I loved what life had served to me.

However, out of sudden, if treat offers you a yummy brownie, you’ll relish it with delight. It was that craving treat to me, which surprisingly life has offered me.

We always crave to be with those, without whom our life is incomplete.

Yes, I could not have expected it. But it happened. And I was sitting next to my lovable friend, after so many months. Indeed the moment has to be special.

It was like a double chocolate layer coating on that yummiest brownie with lots of Chocó-chips. Nonetheless, not to compare, it was much more sweet and delicious. 😉

The start of a new year felt completely perfect then. And my heart had to admit- Life is not only fun when music, partying, food, dance.

It for sure feels more beautiful, living a quiet evening with a loved one. It’s more serene to hear that voice. It’s soothing to admire that smile. It’s fascinating to adore the sweet teasing. It’s sensational to walk along matching the pace. It’s astonishing to read hidden words without being spoken. It’s just amazing in every aspect. Real happiness, it meant.

Thanks my dear life for beginning my year with a pleasing and loving start.

Or Perhaps I should thank my sweetheart friend, for stealing away little time and making it possible, to create such a simple yet wonderful memory.

The approaching life is going to be a tough time… I am not planned, I am not prepared. Yet excited for many such unpredictable times, we shall together create to re-live our life forever. For you are exclusively special part of me and I am sure, you know that.

Keep smiling and rocking! 😀