Holding the book of my old past memories with one hand and embracing the pillow tightly with another, I was leading to the world of deep thoughts which were not allowing tears to stop flowing down on my cheeks, Until I heard a huge sound of thunder followed by lighting in the sky. Responding to it I walked up till balcony and stood there absent minded. It was raining heavily and along with it the winds were continuously streaming, tending to change the direction of the rain accordingly. My eyes were wet but it was tough to decide whether it was tears or the rain droplets. When nothing could soothe me, it was this little interference by creature of nature who accompanied me in my loneliness. My lips struggled to curve and turn into a smile but stopped midway to find a strange group of unknown boys sitting at the sea shore, which was viewable clear from my spot.
I wondered it’s insane of them to be seated calmly in such a heavy rain, when all the people around is rushing to find a shelter. The fools were singing songs at the highest pitch of their volume. I looked at them, they were totally unprotected yet they had fearless big smiles on their faces, compelling me to get jealous. I realised how lucky they were for they’ve got someone to enjoy even in this worse situation. I watched them having fun to dance altogether in little circles however on the contrary I was here roaming around in my so-called-huge house, alone & depressed.
“Uh! They will surely get sick”; I spoke to myself trying to gratify that I was simply better than them. My heart replied instantly “They’ve got beloved to care for them”. I frustratingly fought back “Silly people have got no work so simply wander anywhere wasting time”. Feeling satisfied at the statement I turned around to move in but was intruded by the response “They are living their life to the best along with their loved ones & it’s worth doing rather than any material work”.
The words smashed hard on me making my condition more miserable. It was painful and I couldn’t withstand to stay there anymore for I knew I had lost. I limped back to my room & lay down on my bed forcing not to cry so louder. My heart which was still within me, wept inside and spoke lastly “I am sorry for I just spoke the truth!”