I realised how wrong I was, I am and had been forever.
I had always considered you as my shadow as you had been there for me like a part of me and I always wished you to be like that. I thought you are just meant to be mine, Indeed you were. Though the truth was that I was suppose to share you. You were my destiny but your destiny was written by someone else and for that someone else. I kept thinking I will never lose you and loved you so much. I did fail a bit to express my care and love for you but that was completely not my fault. I was not so mature the way you were. I knew you and had faith that you’ll never misunderstand me but maybe you believe more in specific words than expressive silence. You were absolutely right when you stated me as selfish, for I couldn’t let you be of anyone except me. Maybe you needed more of someone whom you love more rather than who love you the most. Maybe you were only for the perfect and not for the imperfect me. Now, I guess even time have neglected me for it’s too late for me to realise this for I have already lost you. The worst I can do is to repeat what I have been doing… Yes, I loved you; I still do and will forever!